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Friday, July 31, 2009

Out of boredom, I wrote a story into my black book. It was about my calculator but it turned from some simple entry to something wacky and out of hand. So crazy that Shermei asked for it to be photocopied. At first I thought she was kidding but when she asked for it the next day and I didn't have it, I knew she really meant it. Woah. (If I could do italics, I'd do it right here. Stupid new blogger sysytem -.- )

I think the most fun lessons were during Geog and MT.

After school, Sabrinah and I head over to Each A Cup to get bubble tea. I wanted something cold and refreshing but with pearls. I craved for green tea but I didn't know if they sold it ice blended so Sabrinah helped me ask and (yes!) there it was. It was delicious. It was the authentic-tasting green tea type. It came as a pale green froth that tasted surprisingly like a smoothie. The $2.20 spent on it was definitely worth it. Drink it when looking for a thirst-quencher. Ahhh~

Sab and me did quite a number of embarrassing things today. We were busy mimicking that surfer himbo voice on the escalator back to school. Soooo busy, that we got carried away and our voices must have carried off. It was loud enough for the guy/matt (beside us on the other escalator going down) to do a sharp turn to look at us. And immediately our eyes grew large with that oh-shit-we've-just-embarrassed-ourselves expression and as soon as we got off the escalator, we were laughing madly.

I had a throbbing headache on the way home so in the bus I got a seat that was comfortable enough and leaned my head on my palm while looking down. A few minutes later, I felt something brush by my hand (that was facing the aisle). Body temperature warm and shapely. I looked up and saw this guy moving through the crowd to get off. That was when it hit me. He brushed past me along with his um, penis. I froze and in my mind I went "Oh shitshitshitshitshit". Seriously, these perverts are too much.


Bull-Shiters and Shit-Eaters.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Helloooo! :D
I know, i know. I haven't been online lately and wellllll, they have good reasons behind that. :)

The week wasn't too bad for me. It was kind of..okay. Which is unusual to me. I'd usually have blasting-with-fun-and-happiness weeks or a rough one.

I, am an EMBARRASSING sportswoman. I suck at basketball and I discovered my new-found flop at floorball too. Hurrah. I was a lousy goalkeeper (because I'm. Too. Damn. Blur! >:[ ) and I pretty much stood at the side, looking for an opening where I can jump in and play.

I stayed back at school today for 2 hours. For fun. Okay, nah I'm kidding. :D Sabrinah had detention today for 2 (bloody) hours and we were suppose to go somewhere later on so I waited with her. I was such a good girl. I did notes while waiting and normally, I wouldn't have done this. I would have chatted all the way to Sabrinah and make stupid noises or read Swim The Fly (some book people like Sabrinah and Syukro embrace)

After serving her detention, we were too tired to do anything else so we just bought bread at a nearby bakery and walked around chatting about models to unshaved hair on the models to prom to poly then to guys. That was when our bus arrived and we parted ways.

So. I mentioned The Experiment some centuries ago. Debbie's desperately wanting to know what it is. (Okay, so I'm exagerrating) so here it is. It's a personal track on moods and it's not really accurate 'cause I don't bring my black book everywhere with me but so far this has pretty much been it.


Today I have been...
Irritated` 5 times
Sigh-ing 16 times
Dreaming Almost always
Tsk-ing 6 times
Been sad for someone Not today I'm not
Embarrassed Once
Hopeful 7 times
Angry Once
Disappointed Twice
Giddy with excitement Once
Wondering Definitely.
Holding Back 4 times
Lost Once
Ungrateful Once
Thankful Twice
Longing Twice


Like I said, it's not that accurate and I just wanted to know how and what I usually do and think of. I've been doing it for the past week and the week before that and most of the time, I sigh a lot and get irritated comes second. So from this I know that I sigh half the time when I think of things and I get irritated easily (but I can control it!). This is the "okay" week and it would be more interesting if I could note down my moods during HAPPY! weeks and lousy ones. Can you help me by please putting down more moods? Sometimes, I'm not aware of what mood I'm in. I just am. :D


Charmed and bummed.
Saturday, July 18, 2009

I woke up at 12 today after my grandmother asked me how long more was I going to sleep.

I received 3 calls from 2 people. One of which was from a foreign country probably out to scam me (I get these a lot) and the other from Vignesh from which after I said "Hello?" all I heard back was background noise.

I tried to sleep but I was just restless, not sleepy. I decided I wanted a bag of pretzels by my side then and a double chocolate frappe with an overload of whipped cream and too much chocolate powder. I blocked wonderful memories I may never get again and I rolled over to face the pillow until I couldn't take it anymore and had to breathe. I read a book until it was finished in a day. And I contemplated on whether I was in the mood to do notes or not. Not.

As you read, I was very bored today. I'm watching Harry Potter while chatting online. I hope tomorrow will be better than this!

I don't know why it came to this.
I want you back, stupid.


I REALLY HATE ANTS.
Friday, July 17, 2009

If Eben reads my blog, I'd like to thank him right here for the treat because I'm not sure if I thanked him already or not. :D

Sabrinah and me (half) painted the Student Council Investiture banner just now. We needed help so Tiara sent Danial and Naufal to help. Surprisingly, Danial is good in art (for a guy) and Naufal is still as immature as he was in Sec 1. :D

I have to attend a family gathering at my cousin's place this Sunday. It should be better than staying home though I'm not looking forward to seeing someone there. Also, I have to return my cousin's Eclipse (the book, not the mints) which I've had with me since last year. I keep forgetting to return it to her.

Even though I've just showered, I'm still a little sleepy. This explains the short post.

I want to gather a group of girlfriends and sing songs we all know, it'll be fun. :D Sabrinah, Debbie, Tiara and me got caught by Mr Ang for singing the other day. Turns out we were too loud and were distracting him~


I work on adrenaline.
Thursday, July 16, 2009

Today's CE lesson was definitely the most fun and exciting. Mr John Ng gathered us at the basketball court to discuss a certain topic and most seemed to be having fun, involved in the discussion and hollering to friends.

I'm sorry I didn't really do the experiment today! So I can't put it here. So Debbie must hold on to the suspense. (She was trying to peek just now)

I was very moody today. I suddenly got angry at Sabrinah but cooled off after 5 minutes. It was damn scary for me. I haven't been that furious in a long time, seething anger, giving That Bitch face and scribbling so hard in my Black Book that it tore and left marks on the pages under it. I also assumed things really quickly with some other people. Ladies, you may know what that means...

I had a very very very embarrassing encounter with DEBBIE today. She was trying to snatch my phone from me and was practically hugging me from the back! To make it worse, this happened the moment we stepped out the gate. As if that wasn't enough shame, Wee Siang and friends saw it too, how embarrassingggg! I tried to shake Debbie off but she doesn't understand the word "shoo", you see. :D

Debs, Shermei, Yun Jia and me were bored after school and we didn't know what to do so we just walked all over school. Especially the lower sec block (Shermei, Debbie and me wanted to do the English NPPA which is a week overdue) and we looked stupid passing by Mr Shahril's class again and again and again.

Yesterday's tuition wasn't too bad. Not many people in the Wednesday class. I had to walk back home to get my textbook though, how lousy. And I had to pass Banglas who were ogling their eyes out. I imagined myself giving them karate chops, kicks in the cocks and sharp, tight slaps. I have nothing against Banglas unless they're the pervertic ones. (Shudders)

Anyway, back to my point! When I walked back to the tuition centre, I was so pumped with energy (I must have lost some weight during each 15 minuted trip) and so ready to start, I went zooming into maths exercises. Unlike in class where all I want to do is close my eyes and nap for a while. (Sigh) This doesn't mean I want to run before each maths lesson though okay! )


My name without the vowels is mln.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009

5 minutes ago, I just got back! I went to study bio with Sabrinah at McD's just now. She taught me for a short time but some of the points sticks in my head.

SABRINAH UPDATED HER BLOG!

Anyway, after more than a month, my mom enrolled me in a tuition centre. It's from 8-10 later but this is just the make-up class. I've missed 3 lessons already so I've got to make up for it for 2 wednesdays and a saturday. My real class are on Sundays (I can't remember what time).

Today I did an experiment on myself and I noted it down in my black notebook that Haziqah gave me some time ago. Only Shermei noticed what I was up to, but you can't tell okay Shermei! Not yet anyway.

I want to share the experiment here but I'm in a rush. I've got to rest for a while, grab dinner, shower, pack my bags and go. So I'll redo the experiment again tomorrow and (if I'm not too busy) I'll put it up here.

:) Bye.

(Debbie, please cheer up! You looked very moody today. Didn't dare disturb you though I very badly wanted to irritate and tease you. ;] )


Amateur heart breaker.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Things to do while the (very soft) science teacher (trainee?) is "teaching" (if you could call it that).
  1. Spin Debbie's highlighter
  2. Get shushed for laughing too loud
  3. Entertain Debbie
  4. Hit Debbie for irritating you
  5. Scribble over Debbie's things
  6. Watch Debbie and Fei Huang as they put highlighter caps on their head
  7. Attempt to study for a bio test
  8. Complain about the teacher
  9. Watch as the rest of the class goes into havoc (and the teacher pretends the class is perfect)
  10. Simply, ignore her

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After school today, I went to Tiara's with Sabrinah to work on the investiture banner. We went to Whitesands to grab food and accidentally met Nabil Tay, Sabrinah's madrasah friend. Sooo, somebody, wanted to take a closer look at him (not me!) so we kinda followed him around for a while. Tiara wanted to check out the Nikon D70 camera in Challengers' so we went there and Nabil Tay's friends (except Nabil Tay who went off to hide for some unknown reason) went into the shop too.

Sabrinah recongnised this guy from her primary school and she went "Ali? Adit?" and he replied "Uh..hi". Then, it got really awkward so I nudged Sabrinah and said "Uh...you wana go? The atmosphere's kinda awkward" So we left and who should we meet again but Nabil Tay. Coincidentally, he was going down the escalator too and when he got off, he quickly dashed for the toilet and I went "Wow, he must be really desperate to get away or soemthing. Hiding in the toilet like that"

We were heading towards the KFC floor but made a U-turn and (again!) we bumped into Nabil Tay and friends. We weren't even following him anymore! Sabrinah got awkward and we played the game of Possibilities in the bus.

When we finally reached Tiara's we realised there wasn't much work to be done but write the words on the banner since we had no paint. We did the banner outside her house. And when it was done, we got up and started dancing to the music that was blaring from Tiara's phone. After some time, then she told us that some matts downstairs could see us through the gaps of the building. I hid away as much as I could and then she told us that we had to fetch her brother from school.

Damn cute. Damn cute brother. Long lashes and bite-a-ble cheeks! As Tiara and her brother, Rihan, walked us to the bus stop, she asked him

"How is it with that girl you like in class?" Tiara.

"She, she broke up with me..." Rihan.

"What happened?"

"She said, I break up with you"

"She broke my heart"

*Awwwww*

"Did you kiss her? Where?" Sabrinah.

"On the cheek in K1"

"You had your first kiss with her and she broke up with you?"

"Yes.."

"You want us to beat her up for you?" Tiara and Sabrinah.

Primary 1 and already lovelorn! Awwww.



Point taken.
Monday, July 13, 2009

I hate getting ignored.

Today...

  • I regret doing things I shouldn't have.
  • I felt like a fool.
  • I was irritated but saved it for the people who deserved it.

When can drama finally be opened again?



Tagged by Debbie

1) Who was the last person you texted - Sabrinah.
2) Who was the first person that texted you today - Faiz
3) Who was the last person you last met - Shermei, Aizan.
4) Would you consider yourself spoiled - At times, yes. But not always.
5) What time did you went to bed last night - 1am
6) Have you ever had a best friend who is opposite sex - Close friend, not best.
7) Do you want someone dead - Yes, then I'll take it back 2 seconds later.
8) What are you thinking right now - "This question took me off guard. Made me forget about something important, sheesh!"
9) Who was the last person you took picture with - Sufiah
10) Do you wish someone was with you right now - I'd rather be alone now.
11) Who are you talking to right now - I'm not on the phone or anything so zinch.
12) What does the last message say - Which is not specified so I'll ignore this~
13) Is someone in your mind - Yes, most of the time I think of people even if I have no relation to them whatsoever.
14) Who is complaining to you right now - Nobody.
15) 10 people tagged to do quiz
(I swear I'll randomly pick whoever's in mind)
1. Sabrinah
2. Aizan
3.Azhar
4.Shermei
5.Celine
6. Marshall
7. Dion
8. Yun Jia
9. Farhanah
10. Syukri
(yes, some of them don't blog and if you don't want to do also nvm. I don't care~)
16) When was the last time you chatted with 3 - Been some time.
17) What if 5 and 10 quarrel - I don't think they have anything to quarel about unless Syukri somehow magically steals Celine's netball talent.
18) Who is 1 having a relationship with - Oh, you mean other than me?
19) Is 9 fierce - She's a sweet thang. Almost impossible for her to seem fierce.
20) Is 3 & 4 studying at the same school - Yes.
21) Who is 2 to you - A really good friend I've had since sec1. (:
22) How did you know 10 - Well, the first time was in sec 2 in MT class.
23) When did you last talk to 6 & 8 - Marshall: Last week. Yun Jia: Just today.
24) Are you close with 7 - I barely know much about him so no.
How long have you know 1 - 3 years and counting.
26) What if 5 & 7 fight - AHAHAHAHA. Celine Dion fusion!
27) How long have you known 9 - Half a year and counting.
8) Say something about 2 - Aizan has a really loud laugh.
29) Is 4 trustworthy - If you tell her to keep a secret then yes! Right Shermei, hmmm?
30)What is number1 to you - Fred's accomplice and also my good friend. :D
31) Do you argue with 7 everytime - Do I really count it as aruging? Nope. I just like to bully him. >:)
32) How well do you know 5 - More than just "okay-okay"
33) Do you know things about 1 -Yes! Like she has this psychotic imagination that is overly influenced by sex and korean dramas.
34) Is 2 & 9 schoolmates - Yes
35) What if 4 & 10 fight- (Blows out air) That would be really terrible and definitely scary!


Oooh, it might be Deja Vu! Nah, probably not.
Friday, July 10, 2009

I think I stole Haziqah's dream last night.
Haziqah, some madrasah guys, god forbidding clothes and a player crashed it.
The player was for Haziqah and.... why was I even dreaming about this?!


Miserable at best

I like the English period today. It was fun, I like fun.

After school today Aizan, Debbie, Eben, Shermei and me went to KFC. They, should chill. Kept asking me to eat faster when they had no idea what they were going to do next and then this aunty somemore call me kiasu for I don't know what reason! (Stabs finger at Debbie.)

So anyway!, Shermei said the sec 1 boys sitting at the table next to us were cute in a "they're-kid-cute" sorta way. And for some reason, Eben got worked up and started asking Debbie who they thought were cute while Shermei continued whispering to me.

Debs just answered and said the boy the furthest from us. So Eben reached out and tapped the nearest boy and said "Eh, she said your cute. She wants your number". The boy turned to look at Shermei who stabbed the air at Debbie's direction then he looked at me (who was sitting between Shermei and Debbie) and my arm immediately shot up, pointing at Debbie while masterfully trying my best to hide beside Shermei. Debbie's face had gone red and she seemed to be trying to duck under the table given her slouchy pose. She was pressed against the wall beside her and tried not to look at the boy while saying "It's not true! He lying one!" to him.

That was when we learned the boys were all in NPCC. No wonder Eben suddenly so brave!~ (eye roll)

Later, Debbie tried to do the same to Eben using the JC guys who took over the sec 1 boys' place. She didn't think properly and it ended off as a failed attempt, lame and embarrassing. She should have told us, we could have made it better. :D

Debbie and me went back to school after this and I made a last minute decision to go to the council meeting for Faizah who was going. Debbie went to the basketball court with Celine and Wee Siang who were at school. After the looooooooooong meeting, I joined them(who were watching the boys play ball) but went home with Faizah soon after, after realising I really didn't seem to fit there and didn't realise why I was there anyway.

On the way to meet Faizah at the bus stop, I bumped into somebody I really didn't want to while making lists in my mind and thinking things through. When I was finally on the bus and getting off at my stop, the bus made a sharp swerve and I tripped and half my body was over this old man. I got up embarrassed and flustered, apologised, and muttered "Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck". Seems like I didn't really have to apologise at the man who was smiling and I wanted to go into his mind and rip off whatever pervertic thoughts he had of me in there.

I had a nap when I got home. I rarely have naps because I'm always so full of energy and get myself things to do. I must have dead tired.


Question!
I was wondering, where do you place your eyes on when you're on an escalator going up, since looking in front would probably be looking at someone's ass (and if somebody sees you looking there...... awkward!), looking up at the people going down (who'll stare you down if you're looking at them), look down on the steps (and not know if someone you know is looking at you while going down. It happens.) or what?

So where do you look at if you're moving upwards on an escalator?


Wasting time chasing cars
Thursday, July 9, 2009

I kept sneezing and sniffling last night. My body felt warm but I was feeling cold. My mum immediately made me swallow horrible,bitter medicine. So horrible and so bitter that even plain water tasted sweet! Yuck, I hate panadol.

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Debbie and me walked around school today while waiting for Celine. I have no idea why we didn't just sit down but there we were, going up and down the stairs, going back and forth the same route we took, looking at everything and everyone until....
BOOM!

The most loudest, angriest and fiercest thunder I've ever heard, struck. Even the lightning was such a bright,white flash that it immediately grabbed my fullest attention. And it happened right in front of where we were heading to. Well outdoors anyway. We were safe under the shelter near the basketball court. I did not scream mind you, I simply shrieked and grabbed Debbie's arm and squeezed it until I reminded myself to let go. Well that taught us a lesson. We got to the bench nearby and sat there until Celine came.

Debbie didn't really scream too. She was kinda in a daze, shock and laughing at the same time. She told me later that the uncle who takes care of school property or whatever immediately covered the top of his head and tried to run away but turned around to remind the people at the basketball court to stop playing. If you really, desperately want to know how funny it was, go ask Debbie and she'll do a demo for you. :D I have to admit though, that uncle was brave and responsible enough to remind them players.



OUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCHHHHH!
Wednesday, July 8, 2009

My thighs are aching from PE!
We had to do this torturous form of exercise where we had to run around the school, get back and do 10 jumping jacks, 10 crunches, 10 sit ups, and10 lunges. And this was just one set. We had to do it 4 times! Grrr.

So now everytime I go up or down the stairs, run too much or even just get up, I'll feel this tight strech across my thighs. Don't know if good or not but I'm sure it'll be gone soon anyway so I'll tell myself not to worry.

I AM SO EMBARRASSINGLY OUT OF SHAPE! >;[

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I tried to stay up to watch the first broadcast of MJ's memorial but I soon gave up by 1.05. Wasted effort! I missed today's 5.30pm slot too so looks like I'll have to depend on youtube and hope someone was thoughtful enough to record it!

A couple of days after The King of Pop was pronounced dead, my brother wanted to learn about the moonwalk. So he watched videos about it and one thing led to another and very soon, we both found ourselves watching "Thriller", MJ's movie. My brother and I watched it years ago when we were young and scared of the movie. But when I watched the movie again, it wasn't as scary as I thought it was and the moves were all really cool.

It just proves that if you take some time and redo somethings again, it's not as bad as it seems. You might even like it.


I have a confession to make.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009

My intention of having a blog was so I could let out my feelings onto it. It was so I could type down my problems and joy. But I've realised I haven't been using it for that purpose at all. I haven't been totally truthful with my feelings on my blog.

Debbie's noticed this and she encouraged me to put out my feelings but to be honest, I can't. I have too many things that I'm not ready to share yet. Every time I'm onto something that matters to me, I'd stop and press the backspace button. Because I'm afraid of what other people might think of me. I'm very blunt with words. Even though I try not to, the things I don't do end up hurting them. Debbie, you've had a glimpse of what I mean by personal words. You've read that entry and I think you know what kind of pain I'm feeling. And that I can't let it be known. Sometimes, it's better if nobody knows what's going on. At least that way, you won't fall apart in front of them.

Sometimes I wonder if I really have grown up yet and really thought things through. Other times, I wonder if I'm thinking of too much and am growing too fast.

If you really want me to be honest with my feelings, you shouldn't depend on my blog.


I wana take a ride on your disco stick
Thursday, July 2, 2009

Today, after sending Shermei off for her tuition, Debbie and I went to Parkway Parade in search of tuition centres and notebooks. After we got bored of it, which was pretty soon, we made our way to Tampines.

There...

Debbie got a Mint Chocolate Kiss ice cream and went, "Amalina! Do you have money??". Her voice was such in a tight panic and she had on a funny expression so I had to laugh!

I got Chocolate Swirl Flavour Burst and when we realised we missed Frolick and a better cafe, Debbie got all dramatic going, "My life and luck suck!!"

I waited outside a shop that sold explicit, funny things because I still had my ice cream and Debbie looked through SodoFuku and other sex board games.

This was when I realised my ice cream was leaking chocolate! My ice cream had menses! I had a hard time licking the top and sucking the bottom (aww, this is so wrong! But appropriate!) and Debbie went hysterical, bending over, holding her stomach, laughing and she almost hit some guys' down there!

We spotted a girl having a dance off with her friend. She was furiously stamping the arrows and it was perfect. But hell no, it wasn't dancing. Something further than that. It was said that some people like to practise some songs then they'll show it off at arcades! Pshhhht.

Two tall guys walked past us and you know how much Debs like tall guys and this is what happened next:

Debbie: "Hey, look at them. So tall!"
They were going in the arcade. Less than a minute later, they when back out.
Me: "Eh, wanna follow them?"
"Huh? For what!"
"For fun lahhh. C'mon, we can see where they're going! We've got nothing to do anyway!"
I grabbed her arm and we walked behind them. On the way, we were chatting until Debbie realised
"Eh, you walk so slow! They're going already!"
Oh, so she did wana follow! (;
So we sped up and went down the escalator after them. By that point, they were already at the floor below us and the guy in pink glanced up at us.
"Debbie? I think he saw us."
"He did? I think they know we're following them. Let's stop okay? They walk so fast anyway!"
So we went down the escalator slowwwwly after them (just to show we called it quits) and complained in silly voices about how they're so bad to not let us follow them.

Ahahahahaha! Okay, so I was looking for adventure and I read about people following other people for short fun and they got onto something big. I wasn't hoping for that, just a little excitement! :D And yes, it was really silly but it must have been the sugar in the ice cream and yogurt that made us did it!

I explained to Debbie why blow jobs are just a turn off, but I got too excited and Debbie went "Shhhh! You talk so loud!". Oh. My. Gaaaahssxzsxzs. Embarrassing! Debbie couldn't and didn't stop laughing at me and I couldn't and didn't stop laughing at her, laughing at me cause she looked silly and her laughter is infectious.

So that's what we did. :)


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