I've lost a friend who couldn't keep her promises.
I left her because being with her was too much of a heartache.
She never seemed to care while i silently suffered.
Keeping this secret from her was hard,
it tore me into half.
Being pulled by what i wanted
and what friendship was about.
You hide your feelings
when you don't want anyone else to know about it.
And you hide it 'cause you don't want to hurt someone
just like how they hurt you.
Because what you want to tell her is poison that could kill.
And you just want to spit all that acid out
but doing so would hurt her
and whatever chance of a friendship you had left with her.
But I'm tired of hiding what I've thought about you.
