Today made me think a lot.

Which I like to do but certainly not during lessons. Especially not before the exam period. I could barely concentrate during chemistry. Or during the rest of the day. I just wanted to sort out my feelings and thoughts. I'd sort out whatever that's bothering me first then get down to work. I'd never be able to concentrate properly if it were the other way round.

When the end of school was nearing, I was upset. Something was bothering me but i didn't know what. Something happened which i am too embarrassed to say here. At that point, I just wanted a warm hug. I was tempted to sms Haziqah for her really comforting hugs but I didn't. I didn't want to bother anyone because I didn't know why I was so sad in the first place.

Today made me think. And I've learned more about myself then ever.