Happy 15th Birthday Farahin!
I'm sooooo sorry i forgot your birthday! (gets on knees, bows).
When I bumped into you just now, I was rushing and I forgot to wish you! I saw your eyes and instantly I knew something wasn't right but I gave up trying to figure what.
Thank you Farahin for:
- joining drama
- being my good friend through drama
- forgiving me for everytime I am in the wrong (yes, I think I've done enough mistakes to know by now)
- all the time you spent with me
- for simply being you and I love you! (plants kiss)
There's so much more I have to thank you for but lists like this never find an ending, so. You always want to improve in something, always willing to make sacrifices for it and your determination is so strong, you amaze me. You know what's right and wrong and you keep your priorities in check. You have this passion for drama that can't be explained but can always be felt. And for that, I love you.
Woohoooooo~
Earth Hour's over and done with. Okay, so fine, I admit i haven't 100% switched off
all the electricity but that's not so easy when you have a grandma who has to watch her weekly dose of malay tv programmes and a grandfather who gets grumpy easily. And yes, I cheated by "sharing" their light. And, okay fine, I use the lappie immediately after Earth Hour. But so what! I saved more electricity than usual and doesn't that phrase
"it's the thought that counts" matters? I'm smothering a little bit of the guilt I have in me. XP
And I did my best
and I didn't forget to switch off as much electricity as possible in that precious hour unlike
some people. XP
I have madrasah tomorrow. Boo. Getting new plan and phone tomorrow. Yay. So help me. Nokia or Sony Ericsson?
-Cadence, Anberlin.
I suddenly miss that song and started listening to it. (Sighs) Suits my mood. :D
Waheeeyyyyy! Great news! Sabrinah's coming back on sports day! Nyahaha. I like. :)
After drama, I had lunch with Farahin, Iqah, Julz, Khai, Jo & Lewin and we sat there eating while exchanging ghost tales which was so fun yet creepy. So many new creepy videos to check out now. :) There was this one time, I was so into the stories that I blinked, took a look around me and realised I was still at the fast food outlet. Haha, everything felt so weird at that time. We were all so engrossed in it that when we left, i took a peek at my phone and realised that around 2 and a half hours zoomed by. Woah, i know right.
I don't want to admit it, but it's true. I think I'm falling for you.
Eh, wow. It rhymes. Haha! If you're wondering why I type like this, it's because I'm still teeming with joy.
P.S: Earth hour's on tonight from 8.30-9.30 so switch off all your lights for just that one hour kay!
P.P.S: Oh nooo. I have religious class tomorrow! ;( Somewhat affected my mood. But that's tomorrow so pfft.
HelloeveryoneI'mveryveryveryhappytoday.
ThereasonwhyI'mtypinglikethisistoshowyouhowfastItalkwhenI'mhappy. :D
HEE. You made my day. So thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou. :D I just love it when I'm filled with so much excitement. It makes me jump around, grinning at everyone. (Pauses,calms down. Breathes in, out) :D
Some would know that I don't like Miley C but surprisingly, I got addicted to her "Fly on the wall". Even as I type, I'm singing to it. Weird right, I know. It must have been because Sabrinah
made fun of it. The way she did it, haha!
Sabrinah. I miss Sabrinah, the science geek/fred-like/mat/dramatic funny queen Sabrinah. It's not the same without her.
Everyone's going on and on about their exams. I'm just gonna try forget about it. I know I'll think alot about it when I flunk my subjects anyway. So save the talk for some other time.
I wish I could just go on typing away like it's nobody's business but I'm sure you wouldn't want to read nonsense right, so too bad for me. Trust me, I could go on and on talking about absolutely nothing and making a big fuss about it. Oh god, here I go again.
"I'm so happyyyy, so happy, too happy to seeeeeee"
I could hyperventilate just sitting here. (Breathes deep. In, out)
Take some of my happiness, why don't you. I've got wayyy too much in me anyway. Marisa once said that if at this moment you're too happy, you might cry like crazy later on. So here, some happy for you and you and you. :D
"Absolute composure to a complete mess - it happens so quickly, all in the blink of an eye."
- 'Thanks for the memories,' Cecilia Ahern.
:( Amalina is so not happy today. Figure out why.
So many things I want to tell you.
Things I've been hiding.
Things I never told you.
Things from the heart.
But the trouble is, I'm so indecisvie. I'm afraid it's a mistake just waiting to happen. And yet I want it to happen so much.
To be able to hold your hand and just keep it there.
Always wondering.
About things.
About things of you.
About you.
About what you're thinking.
Just itching to crack that code but always somehow not being able to.
Grrr.
I know of this website where you can do quizzes to find out more about yourself, others or whatever.
www.blogthings.comI just did a test called "The Five Factor Test"
You are Extroverted, Conscientious, Neurotic and Open
Extroversion:You have high extroversion.
You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.
You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.
Conscientiousness:You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.
Agreeableness:You have low agreeableness.
Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all.
In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted.
And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently.
Neuroticism:You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is medium.
You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.
But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.
You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.
*THIS. IS. SO. LAME. BUT I WAS FORCED TO DO IT. Gee, thanks Debbie.
** I'm sorry to those people whose names were found in here. I randomly picked you.
1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
(Raises eyebrows in shock) What kind of a first question is
that??2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Sick,lazy,fed-up.
3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
I'm not sure.
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
Only on a few occassions.
5. Will you ever donate blood ?
I wouldn't mind but I can't.
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Yes
7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
(thinks hard) No.
8. What does your last text message say ?
"Oh Haha. No wonder. XD"
9. What are you thinking right now ?
I vant to get vell now please.
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
;) yes.
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
12 ++.
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
I don't know 'cause I didn't buy it.
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Pretty much, yes.
14. Who was the last person(s) who text you ?
Jennifer.
TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz ;
1 Debbie
2 Shermei
3 Marisa(although you don't have to do it again)
4 Farahin
5 Elvira
6 Marshall
7 Shi Hao
8 Jerry
9 Syukri
10 Yun Jia
15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
hehe. Aizan and me knows. C:
16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
female
17. If no.7 and no.1o get together , would it be a good thing ?
Wow.
That takes alot of imagination.
18. What is no.1 studying about ?
She's learning more about life.
19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
Chatted with who.
2o. Is no.4 single ?
?
21. Say something about no.2
(Feihuang small voice) Shermei so cuuuuuuttte!
22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
AHAHAHAHA!!
23. Describe no.9
A little scary but overall, okay lah huh.
24. What will you do if no.6 n no.7 fight ?
Who cares.
.25. Do you like 8 ?
Okay lahhhh.
What I really want to do now is to sleep a whole day away without a care in the world. And believe me, I would do that if it weren't for the constant reminder of the exams just days away. It took me some time to get into a stable-enough condition today to actually read my science notes. But even in that condition, I couldn't really absorb less than a page's worth of info. Pathetic.
Maybe I shouldn't have started off with science since, to me, its a subject that requires a lot more of understanding, memorising and it's not exactly as easy as most other subjects.
What makes things worse is that I still have to learn (yes learn, not revise) Social Studies Literature. Thanks to Ms Anisah's lessons (which is so not helpful), I haven't really been learning much. Ask me about the lesson and I'll be like "Why are you asking
me that for?". I can't really blame the rest of the class for not paying attention to her and her lousy lectures. It's just slide after slide of PowerPoint's and fill-in-the-blanks worksheets. It's actually not Ms Anisah's lessons that have helped some get near full marks for the previous test but actually, it's thanks to the history lessons we took last year. Plus, may I just add she gets distracted a lot and pays attention to only half the class that makes the most noise but (most of the time) ignores those who try to catch up with her?
Anyway, I'm hungry so ttfn.
I need to get well now. Right now, I've got time on my hands and I really want to study but how can I with my brain being clogged and all? I need a tissue every minute and I feel so weak. I've lost my appetite and everything I eat tastes gross. I don't think you'd want to know the rest. So which sadist came up with that idea of having common tests immediately after the March break? Gahxxx. On the lighter side of things, being sick could get me out of the Council Camp ( i know right, i'm that desperate) but then again, I have to be well enough to go for that important drama rehearsal this saturday. ):
Happy Birthday to Muhammad Fathurrahman! (I know right, quite a mouthful)
My brother's birthday is today and I'm glad he was born. I mean, what would I do without him? It just wouldn't be the same being an only child and all. Family and I celebrated yesterday with a load of food and of course, the ice-cream cake.
I woke up sick today with my body temperature heating up, a really sore throat and a headache that was just so ugh. Luckily I woke up early because I took my time showering and getting ready. I was debating on whether to go to drama after all so I sms-ed Haziqah and she comforted me and that gave the boost I was searching for. So thanks for that. (;
ARGH. Shoot. I just remembered. I. Have. To. Study. Too many things take up the precious time I need. Dang. And I still have that Council Camp to attend. );
P.S: I deleted the previous post so if you were "lucky" enough to have read it, just forget about it lah kay?
I like today. It wasn't too bad (if you exclude that photo incident). ;)
I was wondering today if ..... oh well. The hols are around the corner and I'm not sure if I should be glad or sad. God knows I'm in desparate need of some serious revison (hmph) but then again, I won't be able to meet some certain people. Gahxsz. One week!
There's this audition for Short+Sweet. It's a theatre act that travels around Singapore,putting up shows. It really cool but the thing is, the people that you usually audition for it are like,what, 20+ so it's kind of intimidating. .___.
It's a short post today, but I'll be sure to post a long one some other time.
P.S : Like the new change? ;)
Post.P.S : Bit by bit, i trust you.
PUBLIC APOLOGIZATION:Sorry to Debbie for screaming at you in class. Lost my grip on emotions and your hysterical laughter didn't help. So sorry.Sorry to everyone else who was affected by this sour person.Let me explain myself.I was tormented with thoughts that i couldn't push aside for too long and bottled up feelings didn't do much good. So basically, those emotions came spilling out in wrong directions and aimed at the wrong people. Ugh. Sorry. Somethings that I am too embarrassed to say here happened. If you really want to know, ask me lah kay.
To the people who want to know: I became tan due to hours under the sun at Wild Wild Wet. So there. Grrr.If you want to know how my day went, check out Debbie's blog. It's roughly like that but more noisy and tiring but fun. Anyway! I went through the Haunted House 2 (that's right, they renovated) and i was scared at first. It was my first time and i didn't really know what to expect. With Celine and Jennifer holding my hand, I didn't feel as scared. I squeezed so tight, my imagination going insane. I laughed and created a lot of noise to ease myself but it really wasn't as scary as i thought. Which is a good thing! :D The only time i really screamed was when this freak thing popped out of nowhere, scaring me out of my skin. And there was that pontianak shaped model that hissed. Yeesh.Today, since geography, I've been really cold. Even through drama, my fingers and toes were freezing. It was even a pathetic attempt to try warm myself up. I hope tomorrow would be a nice weather. Not too hot or too cold. Dang, i gotta go study now. Freaking maths test.
"I don't like flirts cause they confuse. Just like you"
Ele, cute nye! & FYI, I didn't ask her to pose at all. She just happened to be like standing like that.
(Insert name here) can be real mean or real nice and this just gets me mixed up.
So here's the interesting things that happened today:
Nothing much.
Here's the interesting things that gona happen:
WILD.WILD.WET!!!
Here's what i learned i learned about myself today:
1.I like to people-watch.
Meaning, i like to look at people and see their expressions and decipher what they're thinking. But sometimes the people i watch look back at me and i realize I've been staring too much. Hee :)
2.I like to daydream.
Which really can be a bother especially if it cuts through my studies. Or when I'm thinking of something and a random thought just happens to come by and poof!, there goes my last thought so sometimes I'll forget what i was thinking of and it'll seem like i was day dreaming for nothing. If you notice that i get too elated or really down, you'll know it's somehow related to what i was thinking.
3. I jump to conclusions waaaay too much.
Mostly related to the above. And this, dear reader, is how I get my mind confused so easily. How everything just seems jumbled up and wrong. And sometimes, it turns out it's nothing and I've been worrying for nothing. Other times though, I'm right but since I've prepared myself for what's to come, I don't get hurt as much.
P.S. : Daaaang. Chem test!
For the quote thirsty:
A day without laughter is a day wasted. -- Charlie Chaplin
