I hope you're reading this.
Dear you,
I've had a crush on yous since forever but I've never had the guts to tell you.Because of this, I've tried to snub out my feelings for you. I tried thinking of every bad thing about. I know it's mean but I couldn't think of any other way. It worked until recently, where I've been seeing you in sweet dreams. Ever since then, you've been popping out in my mind.
I curse your sweet name whenever i see you and try to remind myself how I've never liked you. I've been lying to myself and still am but I should be excused 'cause I've always been hopelessly pathetic when it comes to you.You're like an angel. Impossible too ignore and impossible to be with but oh so darn good. I can never look at you in the eye without being nervous 'cause looking into those heavenly eyes taunt me. I'd be reminded how I'm not good enough for you and never will be. It'll just be impossible.
I may seem arrogant to you 'cause I'll try as much as i can to ignore you but the reason behind this is because I'm also trying to avoid that breathless feeling when I look at/talk to/hear you. It feels more than butterflies fluttering. It's more like elephants wearing tutus dancing around in my tummy, my heart, my pulse. I'm trying to avoid the heartbreak that comes with you but avoiding you is heartbreak enough. I'm sorry i like you. I'm sorry for myself for liking you.
There. I've said it.