What it's not about

I'm feeling bitter towards a friend,Z. I don't like it, but it just so happens that i do. It's wrong to feel this way but is it fair that Z should let me feel like a piece of crumpled used paper?

It wasn't this way before. It was much different but certain things have changed. It isn't Z's fault, not really. It's more like the people Z's mixed with.

What a hypocrite. Going around saying things but doing it anyway. What happened to the promises? After thinking of the same thing over and over again, I'm starting to wander if I'm not liking Z because of what's happened or because of Z itself.