Marisa and me spent about a good 2hours at school, sitting on the wooden benches with Shermei and Aizan just talking so much on the classes we were headed too.
Marisa and me left for KFC for lunch and saved our zingers for later on. We headed for her place and just chilled there for a while before my mum called me to ask about the results and class i was going to. She was nice for a while and really patient. For a while. She asked me about Faizah and after i explained that she had gotten into the best and i didnt, she just started comparing us. She thought i didnt get into a class with pure science even though i did. She didn't pay attention during the matching exercise. She might as well have not gone lah okay!
I'm not angry Faizah or anything but my mum really just made me so mad when she made me feel so stupid. Maybe if she didn't know who my friends were in the first place, she wouldn't be comparing.
Gahhhhh. I hung up soon after and told Marisa to get changed so we could dive it off in the pool. We were the only two in the pool but the number of people in the pool just increased. I scared Marisa alot and that was really funny.
After some time, we got out and changed at her house and finished up what was left of the zingers. Her brother came home and i tripped while trying to meet him at the door. Owch. The bottom of my toe got injured. More like the skin got scraped a little. Yuck right?
My mum called up when i was in the mrt station and she told me to meet her up at Simei. In my mind, i was like "Shit, she wants to talk about it" but she actually wanted to get my winter gear.
I'm quite happy with what i got and grateful that she didn't talk about it.
Until today. Let's just say that what happened today wasn't pretty and i wish i could take back some of the things i said and rewind time. I just watched a show on tv just a while ago and the girl on the show called her mom "stupid" and was being rude to her and her friend told her that she'll definitely go to hell for that and her mom was dead on her bed when she got home afterwards and i'm really shocked cause i've been so much more ruder and meaner to my mum and i noticed how much i changed which is really a sucky part of growing up. If i studied smarter, maybe i could have at least gotten in the same class with Marisa. I should have studied so hard and should have cancelled the study groups with Celine, Quan Lin and Marisa cause i know i didn't really study as much as i could have.
Your probably mocking me now and thinking how i'm just too late. And while that's true, i really hope i can prove you wrong.
I also noticed that the teacher i thought were really nice ended up to be not quite what i expected.
Boo to Mrs Chng and woo! to Mdm Ng (the really caring teacher who didn't have that look on her face when i told her i'm going to e4 next year unlike pika-chng).