What it's not about

I still haven't gotten started on my homework!
Hmph.
I'm angry at myself because of it.
I have loads of homework to do : eng, maths,science(shit. so hard). Never mind studying for the upcoming exams. Some people are already opening up their books and started revising and here i am, using the laptop. I've currently paused a video on youtube to type here.

Farahin asked me to help me find a monologue for her. If i weren't so lazy , i wouldn't really mind much but i feel like its unfair cause it's like i'm doing her work for her. And i still have to prioritise her work before my own because drama's on tomorrow. I'm "struggling" (kinda. havent even started, how to struggle?) with my homework and i'm expected to do someone else's work first.

Seriously, i don't mind doing some for her cause she has a good reason but couldn't she take initiative to use the library computer instead?

I'm so sorry Farahin. I feel so evil talking about her here. Gahhhhh.

If anyone is reading this, could you give me solutions to not feel so lazy?

I'm aiming to start my homework at 3.30. Right after i'm satisfied with watching vids on youtube AND find that stupid monologue. Which reminds me, i still have to practise my own monologue. I haven't been practising. I'm soooooooo slacking and i don't like that.

Bloody hell.

Great. Just when SA1 is around the corner, my studying system just had to go for a vacation. Maybe it's because of the fasting month and i'm just not my usual self? I can't blame it on the fasting month, it's my own fault. And the exams are gona be during the fasting month tooooooo. So i'll just have to get used to it.

Dang.