I know. I haven't been blogging in quite some time. I wish i could say that i'd been using that time to study, but i have not. Sadly.
Anyway, everyone's getting worried and all. Studying like their lives depend on it. And it actually does. And i can't find any other reason for not being focused, not doing my best, not being up to my full potential, procrastinating and pushing my priorities aside. Except for the reason of being lazy. Yea, just friggin lazy. I know that i need to wake up and start revision. Everyone's saying "wake up! You have to fous on what's imporatant now" and i havent beeen trying although i would like to. Why do i have to start thinking of big things at a time like this?
My ambition was to always be a somebody. And i've always held my passion in the showbiz business. Wanting to act or dance but some people have been crushing me and my ambitions down. Until i have none left ad when people ask me "What do you wannt to be when you grow up?" all i can think is " Shit. Can i don't think about that now?".
