CONFESSION: It's quite hard to not think about blog almost everyday.
Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims! :) We should be happy because
we get to celebrate with family and friends ,
duit collection (my friend, money)
we don't have to hold our cravings
bubble tea!
But we should be disappointed because
the magic of Ramadhan is gone
Satan is coming back out from hell
we won't get to feel the joy of kindness like we do in Ramadhan
Sigh. It's like as if Muslims are more united during our holy month, where everyone is like family and donations pour out generously.
Anw! A lot has happened to me during this month but i can't remember them all. Last Saturday, i went to Mustafa Shopping Centre with Fathur (bro), my mom and uncle. We were suppose to at 10pm but my uncle came home late so we left at like 11.30. While in the bus one freaking bangla stuck his ass up my knees! And i was sleeping but woke up with a jolt when i felt something warm! Grossicle!! Is there someone i can complain this to, say a rude bangala committee?
Gahhh.Yucks. Anw, we shopped there until 5 and we wanted to eat our pre-dawn meal outside but my unc said e can arrive home on time. Ohhh boy. There was a taxi right outiside and we arrived home at 5.10. Cool? :)
Slept after a bowl of cereal and water all the way to 3.30. That was the longest i've ever slept until. The former latest was 1.Boy, the weekends were long.
:DDDDDDD. I can hear hari raya songs playing in the living room. :D I think ima suck at mah english paper 1. I did the wrong format! I thought it was supose to be a recommendation letter! Straight zero there. And my story compo was out of point. Dammit!
Im not suppose to think about this but i keep worrying. x(
Tomorrow's a holiday! I can makan lontong with serondeng (yum), kuih-kuih, etc. Yay! get to see Sufiah, Amirah and Valentina!
Alaaaa, but by thursday, i have to hand up my DnT journal and presentation board. Damn. And i'm probably gona fast on thursday too. I have to pay back what i owe.
The famliy and me are going to go to Geylang later for last-minute/late-night shopping! :D We do that almost every year. I thought people would usually do that, but no, apparently not all of them do. The stuff there can get pretty cheap-cheap if you stay until past midnight cuase the stallowners want to finish their stock. I especially like it when we go there to buy the kuih-kuih cause i like eating some treats there are quite good. Usually, i'd do henna on both my hands but i can't do them this year. The exams are coming so i asked mrs chng if i could wear henna to school. She said no, cannot, it's not allowed. Oh wellllllllllll.
Dear readers,
My friend Sabrinah and i have bought some special things yesterday. Check out my blog for it. It's probably gona be up by the post-exam period. So keep it in mind, good luck for exams and selamat hari raya! :)
Gosh, i feel like a tv show. :)
I got a haircut! :)
Monday, September 29, 2008
My hair's really short now! Bob cut. At parkway on saturday 27 september. Nearing hair raya whattttttt. Only two days to go!
From this ,
To this:
The photo with me smiling with my teeth is weird, i know. Wnated to show how i'd look like like that. Sorry! i didn't have time to edit the photos and make them nice-nice. Maybe later when i get back from school? Which reminds me, i have maths supp. Well i have to go now! School's on today! The weekend were so slow.
I bought kokoyaki today! And there's an imporatnt message at the bottom of the blog.
Friday, September 19, 2008
I took some pictures a couple of days ago. I owe them to my avid readers. :O If i have any lah okayyy. :D Faizah, Marisa, Sabrinah and me went to the Pasar Malam after school that day to see-see. Then Sab, Faizah and me bought food. Tak makan okay!
These were taken after we bought it and on the way home. Faizah and i took the same bus and she had this puzzled face when i started taking pictures in the bus. You'll know why once you view the pictures! x DDD There's an important message at the bottom.
Twist your head! x DDDD Ooooooh. Tokoyaki! Or as sab would say; "Kokoyaki!"
Yea, well, i wasn't prepared for that photo lah okay.
The nail of the bus seat that looked pretty that day.
Those were the pics. Sorry if their not satisfying. I'm not much of a photographer and uploader. The uploading part is a little troublesome lahhh. I'll try my best to do something bout it though!
AN IMPORTANT MESSAGE: Ima be MIA-ing for some time. Busy trying to study or something like that kay? I ban myself from blogging until exams are done and over with.
Random thoughts lah okay
I know. I haven't been blogging in quite some time. I wish i could say that i'd been using that time to study, but i have not. Sadly.
Anyway, everyone's getting worried and all. Studying like their lives depend on it. And it actually does. And i can't find any other reason for not being focused, not doing my best, not being up to my full potential, procrastinating and pushing my priorities aside. Except for the reason of being lazy. Yea, just friggin lazy. I know that i need to wake up and start revision. Everyone's saying "wake up! You have to fous on what's imporatant now" and i havent beeen trying although i would like to. Why do i have to start thinking of big things at a time like this?
My ambition was to always be a somebody. And i've always held my passion in the showbiz business. Wanting to act or dance but some people have been crushing me and my ambitions down. Until i have none left ad when people ask me "What do you wannt to be when you grow up?" all i can think is " Shit. Can i don't think about that now?".
Sunday, September 14, 2008
This is related to the previous post. I'm putting up all the pictures i owe you guys yesterday. The pictures i took yesterday while studying at Marisa's are here.
Checckkkkkk it.
:D
This is the cute dog with the almond brown curls that i told you off . Walao. I very jealous of the fur colour! :D HEEE. Anyway, this was what i meant by the lady was sitting beside me. Man, was i scared! A little bit lah. I was scared that it would come to me and my fast would not be counted. Faizah took a pic of the sky. It was cloudy and pretty.
The view from Marisa's 22nd floor.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Helloooo. :D I just reached home 15 min ago.
In my previous post, i told ya'll that i'd be going to study at Marisa's there. And i did. In the bus, i saw this woman with a puppy in her denim handbag and it looked like a doll! I didn't know it was real! It moved and it had beautiful, sad puupy eyes that were a shiny black and fur that was curly almond brown, like a person's hair. ALMOND BROWN. So jealous. lol. I took some pictures of that dog.After waiting for Faizah for like what, 15 min?, we took the train to Lavender and waited for Marisa. I love her house! :} I'd rather study there than bedok library cause it's more comfortable and it has loads of space to study on; not like the crowded library. Who knew libraries could be so packed like market? -__-
Faizah took in the view of everything and observed everything like my aunty. Whenever go house, my aunty's like a house inspector ( she sees what's nice and what's not and is so KPO) but Faizah wasn't that bad. Just less nosier. ANYWAY! :} Faizah played with Marisa's PSP for such a long time then she and Marisa looked through the class photos and were discussing who's smile so fake, why chong teng's hair so power, why Paul's mouth always open in photos etc. Haiya. Girls lah , don't blame us man. :) Then, we got down to business and studied. Marisa, if you're reading this, what is the reason millions of people from rural areas flock to cities and towns?
After some work, it was time for play. Faizah wanted to do a rap thing and act it out. LOL. I do with her and it's so bloody embarrassing! -__- I mean, i'm not the rap type of girl so i'm not really in to it. But Faizah isn't so she was pretty enthusiastic about it and pretty impressive too. Cheyyywah! :) I just made myself look embarrassingly bad so she could look wondefully good. See, i'm such a good friend right? HEE. "Whatever" someone would say.
Faizah and me sang some songs after that and we went off to prepare for the breaking of our fast. But Marisa didn't bring money so we went to her father's shop so she could get her money. Her father very cute! When he smiles, got abit of this twinkling eyes and you'd feel this slightly warm aura. Then she realised that she didn't bring her ez-link so we went to her house which was just above the shop and we got off the 11th floor where we had to walk at the corridor to her dohouse. And boy, was that corridor long man. It seemed like ages til we reached it. We saw Cris, Marisa's 6 year old brother, watching TV and when Marisa invited him to go "shoppping" with us, he agreed. He so cute and chubby! Honestly, i find chubby people cuter than skinny people. I mean look at their cheeks! So cuuuuuuuute! Faizah thinks i'm insulting her but i'm not, i had this thing for chubby kids since i had a chubby brother.
When we were already outside at the overhead bridge, Marisa realised she forgot her phone so Chris, Faizah and me waited for her to get back. He said " Jiejie go where?" with his soft, baby voice and his eyes are so shiny like his fathers'! So nice!
We were on our way to Simei when Marisa got back and Chriss' back was itchy so he asked her to help him scratch cause he couldn't reach. Then she did then it went something like this: C:"Jie, can help me scratch my back?" M:"Where?" (starts scratching in the middle) C:"Left, left, left. No! Right, right , right" M:"Here ah?" C:"Ya. Wahhh" Lol! It was so funny! Chris was like the big boss!
We ate at the Simei banquet then we went to buys bubble tea and sat atthe Starbuks an had some "dessert". Faizah ordered Ore Cheese Cake, Marisa had a Chocolate Danish and i had a Monster Chocolate fudge soft chewy cookie. Yes, that the name, not the description.
We all talked and laughed with Chris and he challenged us to wrestle with him. Arm wrestlt and thumb wrestle lah.:D
I'm so tired now! Immediately showered when i got home and blogged. Wana sleep and study and watch vidoes at the same time. -__-
The exams are getting to me.
Firstly, i'm so sorry that i've been MIA-ing for such a long time and my readers haven't gotten a slice of my life for like how long.
Okay, so a lot of things have happened. Remember when i said that: i was worried because i hadn't finished my homework? i ate cereal every morning instead of rice? i'd be tired everyday? Well, yeah. Now there's improvements. :D And not so nice stuff.
I completed my homework on time and passed them up but i haven't managed to finish up on my DnT design journal assignment which really sucks because since i have to find time to finish it up, i won't have much time to study for my upcoming exams which is not that far away. Just on Monday and Tuesday. :O
Mrs Chng is killing us with 3 compos to do in a week and knowing our exams are up next Monday, that really doesn't give me much time. My social life is hanging on to whatever piece of social life it has (drama, recess i hang out with friends and recess is really too short!). I've been studying and taking notes at home. I can't really concentrate at school though. Especially during science or English, my mind will just wander off. I mean, so far both the lessons were just something like a lecture-worksheet-homework relationship and doing that repeatedly almost everyday can really get to you.
About the cereal part, well it hasn't really changed much. I'm still eating cereal in the morning. And plenty of glasses of water.
And i'm still quite tired after school but i guess i can hang on for 27 more days. Then it'll be Hari Raya! :D And having drama after school makes it even more tiring but because it's my passion, i end up going home happy but tired. So i don't mind too much. Sometimes when i talk to people and i tell them that i get tired and am even more tired after drama, they get this look on their face.
A look that says something like " Please lah okay. Drama doesn't need much energy;just acting. My CCA more tiring lah". That. I find it irritating. So lemme bring in justice for my CCA. Drama is tiring because the actors/actresses put in a lot of effort to try and give their best. We have to know about stage work, where to stand all that. And we have to memories whatever lines were saying and keep on rehearsing which can be quite tiring for one's throat. Especially if your fasting. But like i said, i really don't mind because drama's very interesting and very interactive. It also releases whatever stress we've been holding on to the whole day and we get to learn more about drama like the types of stages there are, stage work, voice projection and focus. You see, drama is a fun and serious CCA. What am doing; writing a compo about Drama? -___- I think i'll stop here since i have real English compos to write and i don't want to use up too much time here.
Anyway, yesterday i went to Marisa's house for the first time. The newly renovated one. It's still in lavender and it's got such a nice view! On the 22nd floor! And if the readers would like to know, i'm a sissy at heights. It was a bad experience for me. If ya wanna know find me, and it'll be very horrific and dramatic. -_- Well i liked it there at her house and i was a little surprised to find that her Dad could speak English like a Singaporean with the Singapore accent and all which is pretty cool.
I didn't laugh as much as i wanted to at her house and on the way there cause i was pretty beat. Exhausted lah okayyyy. I like the games on Marisa's PSP and if only she could transfer to Fathur's PSP. She doesn't have her laptop / computer yet so that's why she hasn't been using the internet in a while.
Faizah, Marisa and me are studying today at Marisa's (new) house. We're gone study Geography and DnT. I need Faizah there to force me to study and Faizah and Marisa need me there to force them to study. And we need Marisa there to make sure we don't over-work. :}
Right now, i'm suppose to be studying Geography 2c. 2d's covered. But i'm too hooked to the laptop! Another reason why i have to study in groups; someone has to be there to pressurise me. I don't think i'm getting enough work done. And i don't think i'm a workaholic. Blogging made me feel guilty because i wanted to blog on so many things and it just kept sticking in my conscience. -__-
My mum wants to me to get in to 3e1 but i don't know if i can handle triple science so i want to take double science. But knowing that my mom would probably know what's best and she isn't me, i'm torn between two choices: To follow where i think i can cope or to make mom proud. I think some people think i can't get into 3e1 because i "have to be well-rounded" and my "malay's weak so how to get in 3e1?" which is so unsupportive and disgusting. I want to show them that i can get into3e1 but i'm not sure if i'm over-confident because i don't know if a can make it there in the first place. Hais. Dilemma,dilemma.
Marisa went for homecoming party! Um, congratulations? :)
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
I don't get it. When an adult is scolding you, they even pick on how your positioned when you're in front of them. -_-
I mean, when you're getting scolded, some adults prefer you to look on the floor while some want you to look at them straight in the eye. And they scold you and say you're showing attitude when you do the opposite! Unfair.
Mr Hafiz was scolding us today because someone had stolen Jia Yi's expensive computer-dictionary and it "reappeared" on the whiteboard. Except, he didn't exactly tell us to not look at himm or to face down. Just that while he was talking and wasn't looking in my direction, i would take a sneak peek to see how the others' were reacting to it.
Cherwin looked straight on the floor and didn't look up while Brian and Naufal stared/looked at Mr Hafiz directly in the eye. I only observed them cause they were in front of me and i wasn't so free at that time okay.
When MrH looked at him, i stared directly into his eyes. So brown! :X
I know, of all the things like getting scared, i complimented on his eye colour? :D
Anyway,we were dismissed soon after and because of Fei Huang, we all have to get a hair check tomorrow. Great. I'm afraid my fringe will get caught. It's so long, it pokes into my eye when it's down "straight" (my hair's wavy so there's no way it can be entirely straight. Unless i rebond lah). So i push my fringe to the side. I wana haircut! But i guess i have to wait til Hari Raya is nearer. Fresh cut. :D
I'm so worried about my studies! I'm afraid i haven't prepared enough. For the rest of the week, ima focus on geography and dnt. Sigh.
I wana get into G2 but i'm aiming for G1 to make my mama happy. And besides, there's too many people who wana get into g2 and i don't wana foloow the crowd.
I got nervous when i saw him this morning. He was looking around for me, i could tell by the way he kept turning around. I wanted to look at him but shy lahhhhh. Sighhhh. Like Shermei shy because of Jerry's sudden burst of love? Yeaaaa, soooooooometing lidat lah.
Gona break my fast soon! In 4min?Byeeeeee.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
♥ ♥♥ ♥♥♥
I concentrate better in groups, where no free internet usage can attract me! :D
Thanks for the the shot Marisa! Nice ryte? :D
I went out with Marisa and Faizah yesterday to Bedok Library to study. Some people might be thinking "you didn't manage to study did you?". Eh! Wrong. We did. And i've completed my science and half of dnt. Good enough lah.
It was quite hard to find a satisfactory seat. One that would be comfortable and not distracting. Faizah and me changed places twice. Marisa came 50 min late and she suddenly forgot how to come to the library. Diao! -_-
So i went out to find her and guess who i bumped into? Celine! I was surprised to see her so i thought she was meeting Jennifer cause she's usually with her and i was thinking " What if Jennifer were in the same building? That would be kinda cool" but i doubted it a little cause Jennifer doesn't do homework in Bedok Library does? She usually does it like in a fast food restaurant i guess.
Celine asked if she could tag along and study with us and i was like "Er.. okay". So we went to find Marisa. In the end Marisa remembered and i had to trail back to the Library to find her. -_-
Marisa not happy with where Faizah and me chose to seat - 3rd floor on the kids table - and she asked us if we could change place. Again. Did i mention that finding the seat was hard?
So we sat at the magazine section there on the floor. At least we had a table on the 3rd floor. -_-
Celine went back home to get her studying materials. She was from tuition and didn't bring her books. So we did our work while waiting for her return.
I decided the place wasn't comfy enough. Seriously-my legs were aching from having using them as a table to write on. Ouch. So we decided to find a better , more comfortable place where we wouldn't end up with aching legs and numb butts. So we went back up to the 2nd floor and sat where Faizah and me were originally seating- on one of those big,soft,black couches. That certainly beat Celine and Marisa's idea of going to Terminal 3 just to study.
Celine didn't come back though. Marisa sms-ed her but she didn't reply. Just found out today that her phone battery was dead and her mom didn't let her. Next time call us or something kay?
Took photos! :D
This is a random shot i took of Faizah studying.
Marisa felt hungry cause she didn't eat her lunch yet so we all gathered our stuff and headed to Burger King where Marisa ate. Marisa expect us to tahan. -_- But we managed it ! Faizah had to go home early cause she didn't tell her parents that she was out studying after band practise. I hope she's okay .
Marisa and me went to Tampines and i felt so bad. She was trying to make me laugh and start a new conversation but i was very tired and just smiled. My humour was drained. Goshhhh. Bought my stuff from Popular(love my new colour pens!) and went back home.
By this time, it was nearing 7 around 6.47 and having told Marisa that Muslims broke their fast at 7.09 yesterday, she told me to walk faster. The buss came 4 minutes late then what Iris told me so when i was in the bus it was 7.04. Reached home at 7.23 and when my mum saw me at the door, she smiled. She thought i had eaten dinner outside. Phew.
Note to self! : Get ibu to write the letter about me missing council camp.!
♥ I know you want me to want you ; i want to
The Bum telll you why
Friday, September 5, 2008
I'm so lazy! I feel like such a bum. If you've been reading my blog, you'd know i've been trying to get some homework done. And i was doing some. I was. I'm currently on page 5 of my science worksheet and skipped a couple or more questions. I forgot most of what i've learnt and now i'm taking a break i don't deserve, watching fred's new video and all. I didn't help my grandmother prepare dinner and i feel so guilty even though i never have actually helped her prepare dinner. I mean, i feel so mean to let her do all the work. Like what is up with that?
And for sahur today, i ate rice instead of my usual bowl of cereal with milk. So i should be strong and not hungry right? Wrong. I got hungry at 11 or 10. I'm a pathetic muslim. Gahhh.
I skipped Drama today too. I didn't want to go today because i know i have loads of homework to pass up and i haven't completed any. In my preious post, i also stated i get hungry and thirsty. Well yeah, another reason i skipped. My throat is hurting now and its so dry. I also didn't feel like going because i'm kinda sick of having to put up monologue almost all the time.
And the weirdest thing that happened today is i forgot if drama is on Monday and Thursday or Tuesday and Thursday. -_-
What is this? Slight short-term memory?
I finally read Xiaxue's blog :)
I finally managed to read Xiaxue's blog. I've been wantin to read it for quite some time after Mrs Chng gave us that newspaper article to do. I couldn't find anything related to what the article mentioned but i did manage to read her posts. And it's quite interesting!
Her writing is so Singapore but yet in proper english. Makes sense not?
Anyway, i like the way she speaks her mind and while i was reading the post on "Cab Snatchers", in my mind i was thinkin " Go girl!". I mean she's pretty brave to me and she's not even scared even though she's a girl. Cool notttttttttttt?
:D
Although, some of her posts have rated stuff. She took a video of her going into a sex shop. I was pretty interested in that. I mean has anybody been in one really? And checked the stuff out? The first time i realised there was such a thing as a sex shop, i'd been wondering "what do people buy in here? Condoms? And isn't illegal or something?" and Xiaxue bravely filmed in that shop. Did you know there's a vibrator being sold for $6000++?! Like, woah. So ex! Cause it's made of real gold and real pearl. -_-"
I also could relate to her post on the foreign workers and learned about the horny uncles who masturbate in the Yangtze Cinema in chinatown. Grosssssss. But i still don't get why they bring umbrellas though.
If you don't understand what i'm babbling about, go check out her blog.
Don't blame me if you get hooked. xP
Drama and fasting just don't go together :l
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Today was a very tiring day.
I had drama today and it was quite nerve-wrecking cause there were more people today tan there was yesterday. I get nervous sometimes , performing with a crowd of15 and more in a small space. I didn't eat much for sahur today. Sahur is the time muslims can eat in the morning before they fast for the day. I just had five fish nuggets and glasses of water. My whole family ate rice except for me. If we don't eat rice, we'll get very tired. That's what happened to me. I got tired.
I got so tired that i became frustrated and nervous when it came to rehearsing for the monologue i was putting up for drama. I couldn't find a way to make my piece grow. I was doing the same monologue except today's was the improved version of it. My monologue was on Fred. Yesterday, i did it without much use of props and not much of space either but today i was so frustrated that i had to use props cause Enjie told me it would be better that way.
I wasn't used to performing with the props cause i'd been practising without them all this while. And suddenly i have to use them? C'monnnn.
Anyhoooooooooooooooo, I did my monologue just fine although i would rather not have the tripping on words, forgetting lines, the way-too-fast speed and lose the nervousness. My monologue(i say its mine cause i added my own style to fred's piece and Enjie made me say"hey it's me Amalina"instead of Fred's name) was a pretty funny one and i learned to use my space, explore my creativity , play with the props and use them to my advantage. Woah alot huh? I didn't even stop to think what i learned, i just came out.
Another thing, i got very tirsty when i was rehearsing my lines and my throat got dry. Gahhh! Tomorrow, i will definitely wake up earlier and have glasses of plain water. So i guess i better drink my 7-up today instead of saving it for tomorrow's sahur huh? Dang.
Emergency update! : I still haven't done my homework. Walao ehhh.
I still haven't gotten started on my homework! Hmph. I'm angry at myself because of it. I have loads of homework to do : eng, maths,science(shit. so hard). Never mind studying for the upcoming exams. Some people are already opening up their books and started revising and here i am, using the laptop. I've currently paused a video on youtube to type here.
Farahin asked me to help me find a monologue for her. If i weren't so lazy , i wouldn't really mind much but i feel like its unfair cause it's like i'm doing her work for her. And i still have to prioritise her work before my own because drama's on tomorrow. I'm "struggling" (kinda. havent even started, how to struggle?) with my homework and i'm expected to do someone else's work first.
Seriously, i don't mind doing some for her cause she has a good reason but couldn't she take initiative to use the library computer instead?
I'm so sorry Farahin. I feel so evil talking about her here. Gahhhhh.
If anyone is reading this, could you give me solutions to not feel so lazy?
I'm aiming to start my homework at 3.30. Right after i'm satisfied with watching vids on youtube AND find that stupid monologue. Which reminds me, i still have to practise my own monologue. I haven't been practising. I'm soooooooo slacking and i don't like that.
Bloody hell.
Great. Just when SA1 is around the corner, my studying system just had to go for a vacation. Maybe it's because of the fasting month and i'm just not my usual self? I can't blame it on the fasting month, it's my own fault. And the exams are gona be during the fasting month tooooooo. So i'll just have to get used to it.
Dang.
Monday, September 1, 2008
I feel so lazy today. Seriously.
:D
Three cheers !
I'm sooooooo bloody happy!
Managed to fix my blog on my own.
For those who have been reading my blog regularly, you guys would have known that my blog couldn't be viewed.
For days thoughts and stuff have been happening.
Stuff that i wanted to put up here.
And i couldn't do that.
Im pretty impatient so i fixed my blog by myself.
I feel like i've just saved my baby from being forgotten.
Okay, enough with the dramatics.
Have you noticed the date yet?
It's the 1st of September!
Which means today is the first day of fasting for this year.
I almost forgot that i was fasting today.
Almost.
Marisa tried tempting me with her food went we met up for Maths Remedial.
Almost fell for it.
I forgot i was fasting but then a little voice was telling me that Marisa was very suspicious for wanting to share her food so eagerly like that.
That was when i remembered.
So many things have happened!
I don't know where to start.
I don't think i'd be putting everything i want to up here though.
I just don't feel like typing so much today.
It took me an hour to get my blog fixed.
Oh, and by the way,
do you like the new blogskin?
Modified it a little.
:D
The walls of my nenek's house has been painted violet, blue, green.
It kinda looks weird with different colours on the wall like that.
But i'll get used to it.
I mean, it's better than the plain, boring, old white walls.
The room is clean!
Although, i didn't clean it up.
:D
I've got so much homework to do!
And it's not that i don't have the time ;
but more like the effort.
I've been wanting to cram of SA1 so i've brought home most of my books home with me.
I only managed to study a little for maths.
And i'm a little better at set notations after that study at the library with Marisa and Faizah.
Some thing's better than nothing.
:}
I haven't started on any homework.
At all.
GAHHHH.
Yes, i know i still have
Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday,Friday, Saturday and Sunday left
But it doesn't seem like much time.
I've got Drama on Wednesday, Thursday, Friday.
And madrasah on Sunday.
And probably going out on Saturday.
I'm always finding for timeeeee.
That's the reason the don't like procrastinating.
I've been procrastinating alot lately.
Like with the homework thing.
Shoot.
I skipped council camp on Saturday and Sunday
to out with ayah( dad ) and get stuff for Hari Raya.
Sigh.
He was there.
Sigh.
That day his face was so sad and focused.
It was like he was thinking so hard.
His eyes wandered off
His soul wasn't the same
All the confusion must have done that to him
Til the point that he never noticed the people around him
His friends
All laughing and chatting around him
Not affecting him
He was still stuck in his thoughts of confusion and sadness
His eyes were still wandering off
Read this book called "Freak".
The main character wrote poems and observed the tiniest of things
So i thought i 'd give it a try.
It doesn't have to rhyme.
:}
Heeeeeee. <3
Profile
My imaginary best friend.
Scratch the surface
and there's someone different
underneath
-Amalina
The nail of the bus seat that looked pretty that day.
