Student Council investiture was on today.
Haiss.
Took a lot of effort to prepare what the teachers' called "our special day".
Gee, what a pity the people celebrating it have to prepare and rehearse it.
Anyway,
because of the investiture thing,
i made more friends nd got to know more people too.
Well,
for a pessimist, i'm pretty optimistic.
:D
Took loads of pictures with Faizah and Hidayu.
Saw ____ in the bus this morning.
:}
but im getting crankier.
With some people.
Gahhh.
This is si frustrating!
The people suddenly seem "irritating" even though they havent changed!
Gosh!
What is wrong with me?
So much for attitude.
Even the littlest things someone does, i'll be irritated.
Or purposely tease them.
I'm not a good friend am i?
It's becoming a norm ; almost a habit.
It's worse when i have my mences.
And i find myself stupid.
I have to stop!
What to do what to do?
After swimming, i walked home alone.
Needed to get my thoughts sorted out.
Spotted Marisa behind me so i stopped to tell her how i felt.
I really felt awful.
I wanted Marisa to stay with me and talk.
Buut she had netball and since i know she hasn't been attending much and has been complained to her mom and scolded from her coach,
I let her go off.
I gave up in attempt to try to get her to accompany me.
Halfway through trying, i felt i really needed to be alone.
The thing that cheered me up today was getting to see him alot more today.
Still, haven't really had a decent conversation with him yet.
Just a few short words.
Pathetic.
I.am.so.dead.
My ipw is so _____.
Should have gotten into another group.
With ____ with me.
I'm not really ready to have ____ with me yet.
Fraid i'd blow.
Or ___ would get demanding.
The year's coming by so fast!
I'm aiming to get the fasting month over and done with.
And to slow down after the exams.
I need some chill!
Imagine what would happen if i get into a class with the people i don't like and get separated from those i love?
Noooo.
That would just be plain horror.
If she does it like this;
would you do it like that?
If she touches like this;
would you touch her like that?
If she moves like this;
would you move her like that?
