What it's not about

Today,
I had a terrible day.
Faizah didn't come to day.
On purpose.
She took care of her cousin and she had fun. Fun!
Guess how mad that made me?
Very.

Then, during literature,
Aizan asked me to sit in front of her at Zuhri's place.
So i thought she really meant it and wanted me to sit with her so i was kinda excited to be able to not sit so near the teacher or the screen.
Then i went over and Aizan told Zuhri " She come already, quick quick go!"
=.="
So i sat at Faizah's place temporarily and waited for Zuhri to move away.
But he never did get out.

Aizan called me over to humiliate me.
What a good friend.
Well, not anymore.

So i sat at Shahrul's place which is behind Aizan since Shahrul was away for NCC camp.
I felt awful and upset.

I want to vent anger on er and say nasty stuff but that would just be lame.
No effect on her anyway.

I sat there near Celine and Marisa.
Aizan was still teasing me.
Okay, teasing is not harsh enough.
It was worse.

Gahhhhhh.

This attitude of hers continued until i told her that if she really liked him, she shouldn't use my name.
And she didn't talk to me for a lon time.
Almost the rest of the day.
Goes to show something huh?

During art,
i was sitting at Shahrul's place still.
And i saw Celine signallin me to sit with her and to go over to where Marshall, Brandon, Brian, Debbie, Shermei, Aizan was.
So i did.
But boy, was i iunwelcomed.
Marshall looked at me in disgust.
Idiot.
Then he was talkin in code saying stuff like "Q Square, Boron Dioxide" Shit like that.
I asked if if he could tell me but he said in his gay voice, no.
Then i was like" pleaseeeeeeeeee"
But i got another "No."

So i got irritated.
He was talking about me too lah.
Can hear some bits.
I was sharing my seat with Celine and Marshall was sitting beside me.
I pushed him a wee bit to have a little share of his seat cause my butt was hurting.
God, what a mistake.
He said very loudly " Stop trying to seat with me!"
And i was embarrased.
Shit.

So after some very frustrated times at him and Brian (i got so mad at him i even coloured his shorts with red streaks. Sorry Brian!), i went back to Shahrul's seat.
And sat there the whole way till lesson ended.
Debs tried borrowing more coulour pencils i was using but she only got away with 2 which i took back miserably.
Marshall tried borrowing colour pencils but i was mad at him and didn't let him.
He soon got the idea that i was mad at him.
Paul cheered me up a little.

It was MT next and i got a headache during the remaingin 10 minutes we had with Cik Tom before it was time for conversational Chinese.
I called out to Aizan cause she was ahead of me and i wanted her to stop so she could walk with me and my headache.
But she ignored me the whole way.

So i went to Marisa and told her that i was having a headache and she lightly pressed my temples in an attempt to "massage".
I had to go back to conversational chinese class which was just next door.
I had the headache the whole time.
Until the last few minutes left of school.

Marisa and me then went to eat outside.
We had a great chill-out time and she cheered me up with burst of laughter.

Best Friends hor?
:D