Today's first period was maths and usually during that time,
I'd feel quiet and sleepy.
Today's was the same but i felt cranky too.
It was partly because i sit very close to the screen and always have to bend down because
Mdm Ng uses the O.H.P.
I had to really look up to see the screen.
And my neck will get strained a little, very slightly.
Causing me to be a pain in the neck.
Gee, thanks ah Mdm Ng.
I realised i was even more weird when i passed down Zhi Wei's maths test results.
Gosh!
He scored full marks!
The class's ass got full marks!
(Sorry Zhi Wei)
So i joked,
" Zhi Wei cheated! " while smiling really big.
And after a while of looking at Zhi Wei,
I turned bacl to the front.
Mdm Ng was talking about people who could do better and their marks
(seriously, she didn't have to. There was no neeed)
and she called my name.
"Amalina! 14/20! You can do better than that!"
& I don't know what happened,
but i started feeling sad and empty.
I mean like, Mdm Ng didn't really insult me
(not that i don't mind her revealing my marks,)
but i really felt down .
Because of her.
(lol. Those words remind me of Kelly Clarkson's song " Because of You" :D )
Soon i found out why.
I had a feeling that i was leaking.
& I expected to get it today.
After maths, i went to the toilet and checked.
Yup, definitely had it.
Well, yea.
Don't make me get detailed.
Had the Australian Maths Competition by the way.
It was easy at the begining but it got harder
and harder
and harder
till i told Kimberly that i din't want to finish up the DnT project today with her
cause my brain hurt.
It really did.
Kinda.
:/
Mood-swings
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Cause i had a bad day
Monday, July 28, 2008
Today,
I had a terrible day.
Faizah didn't come to day.
On purpose.
She took care of her cousin and she had fun. Fun!
Guess how mad that made me?
Very.
Then, during literature,
Aizan asked me to sit in front of her at Zuhri's place.
So i thought she really meant it and wanted me to sit with her so i was kinda excited to be able to not sit so near the teacher or the screen.
Then i went over and Aizan told Zuhri " She come already, quick quick go!"
=.="
So i sat at Faizah's place temporarily and waited for Zuhri to move away.
But he never did get out.
Aizan called me over to humiliate me.
What a good friend.
Well, not anymore.
So i sat at Shahrul's place which is behind Aizan since Shahrul was away for NCC camp.
I felt awful and upset.
I want to vent anger on er and say nasty stuff but that would just be lame.
No effect on her anyway.
I sat there near Celine and Marisa.
Aizan was still teasing me.
Okay, teasing is not harsh enough.
It was worse.
Gahhhhhh.
This attitude of hers continued until i told her that if she really liked him, she shouldn't use my name.
And she didn't talk to me for a lon time.
Almost the rest of the day.
Goes to show something huh?
During art,
i was sitting at Shahrul's place still.
And i saw Celine signallin me to sit with her and to go over to where Marshall, Brandon, Brian, Debbie, Shermei, Aizan was.
So i did.
But boy, was i iunwelcomed.
Marshall looked at me in disgust.
Idiot.
Then he was talkin in code saying stuff like "Q Square, Boron Dioxide" Shit like that.
I asked if if he could tell me but he said in his gay voice, no.
Then i was like" pleaseeeeeeeeee"
But i got another "No."
So i got irritated.
He was talking about me too lah.
Can hear some bits.
I was sharing my seat with Celine and Marshall was sitting beside me.
I pushed him a wee bit to have a little share of his seat cause my butt was hurting.
God, what a mistake.
He said very loudly " Stop trying to seat with me!"
And i was embarrased.
Shit.
So after some very frustrated times at him and Brian (i got so mad at him i even coloured his shorts with red streaks. Sorry Brian!), i went back to Shahrul's seat.
And sat there the whole way till lesson ended.
Debs tried borrowing more coulour pencils i was using but she only got away with 2 which i took back miserably.
Marshall tried borrowing colour pencils but i was mad at him and didn't let him.
He soon got the idea that i was mad at him.
Paul cheered me up a little.
It was MT next and i got a headache during the remaingin 10 minutes we had with Cik Tom before it was time for conversational Chinese.
I called out to Aizan cause she was ahead of me and i wanted her to stop so she could walk with me and my headache.
But she ignored me the whole way.
So i went to Marisa and told her that i was having a headache and she lightly pressed my temples in an attempt to "massage".
I had to go back to conversational chinese class which was just next door.
I had the headache the whole time.
Until the last few minutes left of school.
Marisa and me then went to eat outside.
We had a great chill-out time and she cheered me up with burst of laughter.
Best Friends hor?
:D
I had a terrible day.
Faizah didn't come to day.
On purpose.
She took care of her cousin and she had fun. Fun!
Guess how mad that made me?
Very.
Then, during literature,
Aizan asked me to sit in front of her at Zuhri's place.
So i thought she really meant it and wanted me to sit with her so i was kinda excited to be able to not sit so near the teacher or the screen.
Then i went over and Aizan told Zuhri " She come already, quick quick go!"
=.="
So i sat at Faizah's place temporarily and waited for Zuhri to move away.
But he never did get out.
Aizan called me over to humiliate me.
What a good friend.
Well, not anymore.
So i sat at Shahrul's place which is behind Aizan since Shahrul was away for NCC camp.
I felt awful and upset.
I want to vent anger on er and say nasty stuff but that would just be lame.
No effect on her anyway.
I sat there near Celine and Marisa.
Aizan was still teasing me.
Okay, teasing is not harsh enough.
It was worse.
Gahhhhhh.
This attitude of hers continued until i told her that if she really liked him, she shouldn't use my name.
And she didn't talk to me for a lon time.
Almost the rest of the day.
Goes to show something huh?
During art,
i was sitting at Shahrul's place still.
And i saw Celine signallin me to sit with her and to go over to where Marshall, Brandon, Brian, Debbie, Shermei, Aizan was.
So i did.
But boy, was i iunwelcomed.
Marshall looked at me in disgust.
Idiot.
Then he was talkin in code saying stuff like "Q Square, Boron Dioxide" Shit like that.
I asked if if he could tell me but he said in his gay voice, no.
Then i was like" pleaseeeeeeeeee"
But i got another "No."
So i got irritated.
He was talking about me too lah.
Can hear some bits.
I was sharing my seat with Celine and Marshall was sitting beside me.
I pushed him a wee bit to have a little share of his seat cause my butt was hurting.
God, what a mistake.
He said very loudly " Stop trying to seat with me!"
And i was embarrased.
Shit.
So after some very frustrated times at him and Brian (i got so mad at him i even coloured his shorts with red streaks. Sorry Brian!), i went back to Shahrul's seat.
And sat there the whole way till lesson ended.
Debs tried borrowing more coulour pencils i was using but she only got away with 2 which i took back miserably.
Marshall tried borrowing colour pencils but i was mad at him and didn't let him.
He soon got the idea that i was mad at him.
Paul cheered me up a little.
It was MT next and i got a headache during the remaingin 10 minutes we had with Cik Tom before it was time for conversational Chinese.
I called out to Aizan cause she was ahead of me and i wanted her to stop so she could walk with me and my headache.
But she ignored me the whole way.
So i went to Marisa and told her that i was having a headache and she lightly pressed my temples in an attempt to "massage".
I had to go back to conversational chinese class which was just next door.
I had the headache the whole time.
Until the last few minutes left of school.
Marisa and me then went to eat outside.
We had a great chill-out time and she cheered me up with burst of laughter.
Best Friends hor?
:D
Out with the family :)
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Today i didnt't have to go to madrasah cause they had some kind ooof "Majlis Haflah". Don't ask me what that is, i oso dunoe.
So the day was filled with activities instead!
:)
Firstly, we went to this small mall i've never been to before. It's in Loyang but i don't know its' name.
So we went there and Fathur had his hair cut.
Then we went to Mc to have "light" snacks.
So Aunty Ima bought Extra Value Meals, 2 of 'em.
So one of it was nuggets and the other was a burger meal.
She upsized them and got the limited edition cups!
She didn't even know of it.
And she got Fathur and me an Oreo Mcflurry each.
I shared mine with Kak Iffah and Sufiah.
Then we were headed off to see the new flat.
WALAO.
So big!
One living room can be divided into 2 living rooms!
And the kitchen is so big!
God.
It's at Pasir Ris .
:)
Then we went off to eat at "Warong Penyek".
I ate Soto Ayam.
Everyone else ate something that was a "penyek"
:)
Then it was time for some beach fun!
We went strolling around and played at the playground.
Hey, i'm still a kid okay. At heart.
:P
So it was very very very fun.
Sufiah so cute!
She said so many things that there's too many to list !
She said "sweet niblets!" from Hannah Montana episodes.
CUTEEEEE.
That's not even half of it kay.
:)
Then when we got home and had some rest, we went to the neighbours' to see her new baby.
:)
So the day was filled with activities instead!
:)
Firstly, we went to this small mall i've never been to before. It's in Loyang but i don't know its' name.
So we went there and Fathur had his hair cut.
Then we went to Mc to have "light" snacks.
So Aunty Ima bought Extra Value Meals, 2 of 'em.
So one of it was nuggets and the other was a burger meal.
She upsized them and got the limited edition cups!
She didn't even know of it.
And she got Fathur and me an Oreo Mcflurry each.
I shared mine with Kak Iffah and Sufiah.
Then we were headed off to see the new flat.
WALAO.
So big!
One living room can be divided into 2 living rooms!
And the kitchen is so big!
God.
It's at Pasir Ris .
:)
Then we went off to eat at "Warong Penyek".
I ate Soto Ayam.
Everyone else ate something that was a "penyek"
:)
Then it was time for some beach fun!
We went strolling around and played at the playground.
Hey, i'm still a kid okay. At heart.
:P
So it was very very very fun.
Sufiah so cute!
She said so many things that there's too many to list !
She said "sweet niblets!" from Hannah Montana episodes.
CUTEEEEE.
That's not even half of it kay.
:)
Then when we got home and had some rest, we went to the neighbours' to see her new baby.
:)
Beach.Ball.Babes
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Celine asked me to watch "Beach.Ball.Babes" on channel 8.
At first i was like, "oh no, another chinse show she's promoting to me?!" but i don't regret watching it.
I didn't watch the first few episodes though.
Wasn't interested in them.
But some time later, it was nearing 9 (the time the show starts) so i thought to myself "why not watch it?"
So i did.
& I've been loving it ever since.
:D
& because of the impact the show has on me, Celine and me have become better friends and we both are inspired to play volleyball!
Nice.
On friday, Ruby said she was gona bring her volleyball and i asked her if she could teach me as well as Celine.
She said okay.
So we played volleyball and i had a blast!
I want to learn how to play more of volleyball!
After "training", Celine and me went off to help out with the sec 1 interdepartment trail.
During that time, i was till missing volleyball!
:P
P.S. I sometimes call volleyball, netball. Don't ask , i myself don't know why.
Drama Homework. Hmph.
We have a new instructor, Engie.
Pretty cool name huh?
:D
She's been with us since after the Arts Fest (which was on the 9th of july)
She's pretty okay.
Firm and funny. Corny jokes but still, nice.
SO she gave us some work to do.
Next, next, Tuesday, we have to put up a monologue.
We have to dig out some stuff from life and put it as a show.
I was thinking and stuff that came to me was some sad scenes but i was thinking " the rest are probably gona put up something emo too" so i decided "why not something warm and funny? or inspiring?"
Yeaaaa, why not?
And it was like as if Engie read my mind.
She said most of us are probably gona do something emo cos she knows what tampines is all about. So she said, it doesnt always have to be sad, it could be funny and ridiculous too.
Now, i'm assigning myself to dig out something form diaries or think happy.
So far, i haven't done anything related to it yet.
I mostly wrote sad stuff in diaries cause to me, that's their purpose.
To be a friend you can share problems with,someone that wont' have to reply back or give you weird faces or just think your being dramatic.
A friend like that.
Since this blog is still a baby, i might have to look into my diaries which i still have in one piece.
Labels: Drama
Drama Performance on Arts Fest
Thursday, July 10, 2008
We took this on the rehearsal day. Unfortunately, i havent received the latest drama pic on Arts Fest day so as sson as i get it, i'll put this up awrights?On 9th July, the DramaInk put up a performance for Arts Fest. It came out great! We had 2 performances , one for the upper secondary level and another for the lower secondary level.
For the upper sec, our enery level was great and it must have been the best performance we had for that play. Better than the rehearsals even!
We blew the audience away and i saw that they were really listening. The upper sec listening! Wow. They paid attention and hun on to every word. They were sitting up straight. Sitting up straight! Its a challenge to get upper sec to listen up to you and sit up straight.
We even acieved our main objective: we touched the audience so much that they cried. They cried.
And Jo(drama instructor) told us that some people luagh when actors act a sad scene because they are shakin it off, they don't want to cry. They may even be looking away, pretending we're not acting that show, trying to show they aren't "softies" and cry.
So we had to peel off their hard, thick skin to bring out who they really are and when they cry, it proves, that they feel us and we have done our part in connecting with the audience. :D
Labels: Drama
Flour Baby pics
Monday, July 7, 2008
She has a name! It's for literature project okayyy. I felt she should have a name after reading it on the net. :D
She has a bed made out from a box. She needs somewhere where i can find her. :D
Ms Yeo took this pictureduring literature with my phone. Chong Teng extraaaaa onli.Drama & After That
Saturday, July 5, 2008
So...
During drama. Marisa came over to watch my performance-slash-rehearsal. She said it's nice. We've improved so much since the first day and have come so far. Only 12 of us turned up: Naufal, Nicholas, Sharmilla, Elvira, Yu Huan, Rusydi, Brian, Jo, Putri , Farahin, Juliana and me. Some didn't turn up because a) they had to entertain their Surabaya guests, b)they didn't bother to turn up, c) they didn't come for some reason i do not know of. *Note! Marisa said i looked like i was adjusting my hair when we did the "Robin-Faizal-Leonard" scene where the mad people are running/brisk-walking everywhere. LOL (?).
After That...
Marisa and me when to eat lunch (and I remembered wanting to bring Marisa to Parkway Parade but we didn't manage to) at Parkway Parade. We took the free bus ride to there and chatted the whole journey there. When we reached there, we headed to Banquet to satisfy our grumbling tummies. I had Lor Mee and Marisa had Mee Pok. (P.S. I feel weird saying L-O-R M-E-E, Lor Mee) and we bought drinks and went window-shopping.
I was...
Planning to buy a soft toy for my Flour Baby.LOL. Marisa said i treat my Flour Baby like a real one (P.S.2: I named her Emma) :D. okay, so maybe she has a point. So after like what?, hours of window-shopping, we went off to get Marisa's Flour Baby items at Giant's. She found the flour and saw a set of face towels (3 for $2.50) . I spotted baby clothes and asked Marisa if she wanted that instead. "Okay", she said. So i took the packet of flour from her and wrapped the clothes on it. Guess what? Perfect match! She took a picture of it and since i was holding it, she asked me to take a picture with it and i agreed. I was already posing with it when out of the corner of my eye, i saw some shoppers like.....3-4 metres away from me. I jerked and turned to look at them and let out a giggle. I must have looked nuts! And Marisa realised why i was giggling and started laughing too.
I wanted a snack so...
We went to Bistro Delifrance and i bought a loaf of Baguette which i offered to Marisa but she declined. Then we went out of the building and sat in front th ewaterfall near Yakun Kaya Toast. It was pouring and Maris agot hungry so she wanted to buy some Old Chang Kee snacks but since it was pouring, she didnt. What was left from the downpour was a slight drizzle but by then, Marisa's appetite for the snack was gone.
And then...
We hopped into a free bus ride and were off to bedok. We were tired so we sat mostly sat in silence and had a bit of chit-chat.
When i got home...
Fathur( my brother ) was at home using the laptop and watching some videos so after I changed and had some cereal, i got comfy and we watched Destination Truth - Thailand Ghost with him.
Soon later....
I "stole" the laptop from him and am now conquering it. I'm handing it over to him soon. Maybe I'd do some history project research first.
:D
Labels: Drama
Templates/ Layouts
Friday, July 4, 2008
GAHHHH.
Didn't know that finding templates would be so troublesome!
I've tried some websites and they have wonderful blog skins but the thing is, when i download them, they end up looking funny. =.="
Anyway.....
Next wednesday, I get to be dismissed at 8.30 to prepare for the performance. Then i'd probably be coming back like maybe half an hour later after the performance?
WOWEEEEEEEE.
It's like skipping the entire day. Almost. :D
Tomorrow,
Marisa and Jennifer confirmed that their coming to be part of the audience for rehearsal. Zhen Qi hasn't confirmed with her parents yet. So i'm still waiting for her respnose. Jennifer said Zhen Qi's not coming but Zhen Qi said she maybe coming so.... i'll see tomorrow or try to confirm ASAP.
:D [excited]
Didn't know that finding templates would be so troublesome!
I've tried some websites and they have wonderful blog skins but the thing is, when i download them, they end up looking funny. =.="
Anyway.....
Next wednesday, I get to be dismissed at 8.30 to prepare for the performance. Then i'd probably be coming back like maybe half an hour later after the performance?
WOWEEEEEEEE.
It's like skipping the entire day. Almost. :D
Tomorrow,
Marisa and Jennifer confirmed that their coming to be part of the audience for rehearsal. Zhen Qi hasn't confirmed with her parents yet. So i'm still waiting for her respnose. Jennifer said Zhen Qi's not coming but Zhen Qi said she maybe coming so.... i'll see tomorrow or try to confirm ASAP.
:D [excited]
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